Mixed feelings about this one

I received a message from my cousin, Erica, today. She informed me my maternal grandmother is dying or could already be dead. She apparently fell hitting her head. She has a blood clot and bleeding on the brain. I have serious mixed feelings about this because on the one hand I haven't had anything to do with her for half my life. Then, on the other hand she is my grandmother than I love(d). I'm going to pray about this.

Really the only thing that I know to do is pray. Pray for comfort for Gladys, that she is not suffering. Pray for the family that is close to her aka my birth mother and my sister, and uncle. Praying is the only thing I know to do now. There's much more to this story but I'm too tired to write about it now.